too quick to judge

never thought id start writing blog but i juz finished watching oprah dgn mata yg bengkak sebab meraung2 kerana tersentuh dgn kisah yg dipaparkan...i was inspired by a story about the late Richard Carlson who wrote Don't Sweat The Small Stuff. maybe saya sgt ketinggalan sbb tak penah dgr bout him sebelum ni...but he's written a series of Don't Sweat books...ive gotta find his books! im also inspired dgn beberapa org blogger muda sejak akhir2 ni... ive been following a few blogs yg sangat-sangat menarik...maybe i'll link them some day...
(though i have another blog which only display some of my recipes...its nothing fancy, juzz my daily food...i had them written so i wont forget macamane nak masak sbb saya kadang2 nyanyuk!)

nway ive alwiz love to read n write poems n scribble my ideas on pieces of papers which eventually dah terbuang or ilang....i used to write in my diary..not on a daily basis, but when im too angry...or too sad...or too happy...its juzz my way of letting go of my anger n sorrow coz i dont like to mengadu kat org lain...coz i think that frens n family are sumtimes too quick to judge....i had one diary when i was in hi-school, and one when i was in uni...dua-dua pun saya bakar coz d thought of having strangers or even d ppl i know to read my thoughts is juzz like stripping myself naked!

im not very open person...saya suka berahsia....n ive not been writing for sumtime now coz skarang i finally have someone i can trust...tempat mengadu yg paling reliable! ehehe...i only share my thoughts with my beloved hubby now...in fact kalau ngn hubby mmg susah nak simpan rahsia... sampaikan kalo nak surprise him wiv gifts pun boleh terkantoi bagitau kat die..eheh...sume bende saya citer kat die coz i know dielah penyimpan rahsia yang paling boleh dipercayai! ehehe...watever secrets i tell him...stays with him...huhuh.... alhamdulillah i have such a great husband... walaupun baru 1year kahwin, we've known each other since 2002...still fresh in my mind d day dat we first met... maybe i'll write bout it in another post

now at the age of 25yrs i just feel that i have to write..i think alot...of d future, family, love, politics, food, health, wealth, economy, movies, travelling, entertainment..etc...i have no idea what are d topics that i might write here in my blog... but as for now i would imagine that i will remain anonymous to d readers... dat way i will feel more comfortable writing without fear of being judged by others!